Saw today Wednesday, 25 December 1957, the face of my father dead in his coffin. I have sought my salvation in Utopia and have only found some consolation in the Apocalypse. College of France. Course by Puech on the Gospel According to Matthew (Egyptian apocrypha). Terrible feeling: the entire audience appeared to me, all at …
Monthly Archives: December 1957
1957-12-22
22 XII 1957 Toss out the superhuman, endure the collapse of all certitudes painfully acquired these past years… On the 18th of the month, the death of my father. I do not know, but I think I will cry some other time. I am so absent from myself that I do not even have the …